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And we're walking past a road and you see me getting tired. I stop for a while, it's not like I'd retire-- --Well, someday, for sure, but just not yet, You saw me stop, you didn't wait.  You started walking faster and saw her then. She came in her car and swept you off, I saw, and it hurt, that abandonment. I continued to walk, on the same path, Without any salt, wanting the best for you. I wanted you to be happy and I walked ahead, wanting to see you smile, soon. I got tired walking all that while, my body was shivering.  I was all alone, and my voice was quivering.  I stopped, I couldn't walk anymore, I didn't retire still, I just sat there on the road, again, Hoping that you will -- Find happiness. A while after my teary eyes, clouded with the mist of sulk, Saw a face similar to yours, tired and worn out in bulk. As it came closer, I recognized the face, but the soul I knew, Was fading away. You said that the car ran out of fuel, and sh...
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