Because I care

I'm sorry

I don't understand

what exactly do you see in them

I'm sorry

That I cannot bear

to hear a single word, in their favour again

I'm glad

That you have feelings

deeper than the ocean

and very real

I'm glad

that they treat you well

even if what they do is the bare minimum

I'm happy

That it makes me sad sometimes

because they make you smile

I'm happy

that you're ready to invest in them

and actually go the extra mile

I'm guilty

of throwing hate

of throwing shade

of being mean and rude

I'm guilty

that everyday

this is on my mind, and on it I seldom brood

I'm confused

for I don't understand

what makes me so guilty,

happy and sad

I'm sorry

For it will never change

because I will always want the better for you

I'm sorry

For I know it's selfish

but this is how I care for myself, too.

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