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TONIGHT, I END









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SENSITIVE CONTENT.

Tonight, I end
Myself.
I wish I could.
I really do.
And this time I write for me, and not for you.

Tonight, I remember
about those early mornings
I was with you
when the first ray of sun-hit morning dew
that was the time, I wrote for you.

Tonight, but it's not as calm,
I see you, here
I know It's stupid-
these dreams are lucid
trying to remind me-- Maybe I still love you.

Tonight, I end
not yourself,
but memories attached to you-
I wish I could, I really do.
and I no longer, write for you.

Tonight, it all
comes crashing down
as I gaze upon- this dazzled frown
reflected right at me--through the mirror
Finally, I can see things clearer.

Tonight, it is
that I finally give up
on anything I thought we could be
false promises and shady practices
remembering how you played me.

Tonight, I weep
just lying while numb
frozen to the thought of you
tears trickling up to where they begun
I cannot sleep
and I am done.

Tonight,
I fight
with myself
for I do not want to live
if it isn't with you
I want you to stay,
Trust me, I really do

Tonight, last year
this very night-you promised to stay
I wasn't very surprised
to see you go away
I've seen people come
and I've seen people go

Tonight, I cry
for I know you come not
even if I try
to change our soul slot
maybe-it isn't our time

Tonight, Therefore
I take a sad step
for everyone that loves me-
with a little regret
and I know it isn't him
oh! dear lord
forgive me for my sin

Tonight, I end
Myself
I wish I could
I really do
Alas! I didn't mean to-
But yet again,
I wrote for you.

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Go tell her now,
the one you look at
 with that gleam--
she's like nothing you have ever seen
That you too have broken
a fragile little heart
of someone that gave you the world-
You took her's apart
-- and somehow-it still wasn't good enough
Go tell her--that it isn't pretty -- to live with a heart you break
and that "if you  put me through anything like this--
"HER" ghost will haunt you-- even while awake."





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