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Every Single Time/ Rain



I've seen the rainfall and it reminds me of you.
Every single time,
It's like the water is falling Like I fell for you,
Every single time,
You had that Smile, I did, trust me, I did.
It's rather vexing and oblivious, makes me want to question my sanity,
Every single time,
Like when you used to see me hurt and make me feel like I was at fault, for you were right, it was,
Every Single time.
Every single time,
The fault was mine, even though, you were the reason,
Every single time.
I gave you the power, I wouldn't give none,
For what hurt me was nothing, but things you would have done, without me, but didn't.
Every single time,
I see the rainfall, it reminds me of you,
every single time,
And, Oh! When it rains heavily, it's the same, yet again, it's all the agony and anxiety, I couldn't express,
Every single time,
But you did.
You destroyed me with your words Like your actions weren't enough,
Every single time.
You left me crying,
And I was way past trying,
But I still did it for you.
I fought with all I had, 
And ended in a void,
Like
Every single time.

Every single time,
My efforts didn't work,
For anything except, taking your ego furthur above,
And you forgot that i had feelings,
Every single time

You "forgot" I had emotions,
You didn't know that I could feel,
Like you weren't enough already,
To make it hard to breathe
Every single time.

Every single time
You took my words as light
You acted rather shallow
And didn't see me fight
Every single time

Every single time,
I broke trying to fix you,
And you merely saw me as a tool.
How long until I realize, 
That I am indeed the fool?
But not this time.

And then there was thunder,
And it reminded me of you,
Just like those arguments that left me blue
Every single time.

The lightening made me quiver,
Like you used to,
And just when i tried to forget,
This too, reminded me of you.

I still stared at the falling rain,
And it was heavy like my heart,
I was still, and I was numb,
It did tear me apart

And then it stopped, but it was still dark,
The skies did clear,
But it was all blank
And let's be frank,
It still reminds me of you.

Like how you left, 
And it's my life,
The sky that is,
With one faint light

I know for sure,
That I will rise,
Like I do,

Every single time,
Every single time.





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